I lost my auntie on Friday.... a hard cancer battle.... I cannot take the heartache. Here is a song that I am clinging to and I hope this song brings others joy and peace.
Oceans Where Feet May Fail Me
You call me out upon the watersThe great unknown where feet may failAnd there I find You in the mysteryIn oceans deepMy faith will standAnd I will call upon Your nameAnd keep my eyes above the wavesWhen oceans riseMy soul will rest in Your embraceFor I am Yours and You are mineYour grace abounds in deepest watersYour sovereign handWill be my guideWhere feet may fail and fear surrounds meYou've never failed and You won't start nowSo I will call upon Your nameAnd keep my eyes above the wavesWhen oceans riseMy soul will rest in Your embraceFor I am Yours and You are mine[6x]Spirit lead me where my trust is without bordersLet me walk upon the watersWherever You would call meTake me deeper than my feet could ever wanderAnd my faith will be made strongerIn the presence of my SaviorI will call upon Your nameKeep my eyes above the wavesMy soul will rest in Your embraceI am Yours and You are mine
These are the lyrics and I love them, totally applicable to me currently. I think back at our last conversation and I can still hear her voice nice and clear. Wishing I could have spoke to her longer, wish I could have seen her, wish I could have told her that I love her one more time, wishing we could have spent another afternoon sipping tea, and the "wish I could" continues......
This is not a good bye but a see you soon! When she was first diagnosed she shared with us and I will never forget that day. Later she attended my baby shower, my son's first birthday and my 30th birthday bash. Treasuring each moment. Hold your loved ones close, tell them that you love them, and cling to the hope that "my soul will rest in your embrace." Anyone that is struggling with the loss of a loved one and needs encouraging I am here to give you the hope that can only come my Heavenly Father. The one and only way that I am making it through is by the many prayers from family and friends and the assurance that I will see her again!
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My sweet auntie Rosie and my son |
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My sweet auntie, myself (4 months pregnant), cousin Monique, and my sister Nancy |